I am terrible at relaxing.
For the past nine months and change, I have been working 7 days a week. That is on top of all the stuff I have to do for Mischief Managed, and for Khatovar. Now, I finally have a job that doesn’t require me to work all week long to make enough money to get by… yet here I am at 5 am on a Sunday working OT.
I haven’t just worked OT this weekend. Yesterday I went in for half a shift, came home, and worked on chainmaille and a new line of merchandise I want to start selling at Mischief Managed shows.
Today I’ll go home and clean the house, walk the dog, and likely work on those two things all over again until I feel suitably accomplished for the day.
Result? I am exhausted. Yet I can’t do the necessary thing and just *sit down* for a moment.
Auror in the Browncoat 